Jul 30, 2008

Sad

Well, Sunday I was released from my calling in Young Womens. I had been in there over 2 years. I am now ready to talk about it. Sunday I had to leave sacrament meeting early beacuse 'Liam needed a nap', but really it was so I could go home and cry an cry and cry. I did not even realize how attached I was to the girls. I have been with them in Mia Miads, and Laurels. I really wanted to see them through their senior year. But Bro. Kearns released me 15 minutes before church started. (Not exactly enough time for me to process that I was no longer in YW, but not was going to be in primary. I had to bolt to the bathroom and cry for a few, and then came back and lasted another 20 min before I left.) I have to admit I was less than thrilled about my new calling (FYI a calling is like your job in the church). Teaching is fine, but teaching 5 year olds doesn't exactly get me too motivated. It will be a challenge for me to care, but I'll get there evetually. All of the my girls came over to cry with me, and then gorge on icecream, Kim, the YW pres. came over to talk to me about it, and brought me yummy lime bars, and the Jen came over and took me on a walk. It is really nice to know you are loved.


So there, you have my thoughts on being released. It is sad, but it does make it much easier to move now. Silver lining, right?

(Tori, one of my Laurels and I at girls camp.)

Jul 25, 2008

Aspen... where the beer flows like wine, and the women flock like the salmon of Capistrano...


(the view from the park in Snowmass Village)
What a great week. We started off by staying in Silverthorne on Sunday and Monday night. Mainly because if the outlet malls. Damon wanted to hit the Pearl Izumi store to get some more shorts for him, and we ended up buying two pairs of bike shorts for me. They have short biking shorts. I’m too vain to get a weird tan line. They have the coolest name too. The Sugar Short. Saucy… I tested them out on the Dillon Reservoir bike ride. They are awesome, as was the amazing ride. We ended up in Breckenridge, I bought a t-shirt, (3 cool mountain town t-shirts down, 2 to go), and we decided to branch out from our usual Bubba Gump Shrimp, and eat at Extreme Pizza. I highly recommend the ‘Green with envy’ pizza, they use pesto instead of marinara, and tomato, mozzarella, and feta cheese. Yum.


(Zoey and Dad in Brek)


Tuesday afternoon we made our way up to Aspen, well, actually, we stayed in Snowmass Village, in a two bedroom, ski in/ ski out condo. Its awesome. In the summer its amazing here. It has made we want to buy one of these condos and live up here. Seriously, it is that beautiful. We walked around Aspen, I made a list of all the shops I wanted to go to.


It is Wednesday, and as I type this entry, I am sitting out on the patio, watching my beautiful children play in the rain on the little lawn that is fenced in by a thicket of aspen trees, and a field of flowers that are 3 feet high. Life could not be more perfect. I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again. God is an Artist. I find myself relaxed, reading The Subtle Knife, the sequel to The Golden Compass, and thoroughly enjoying it. It is

(you thought I was exaggerating, didn't you? I love Zoey's pose. Reminds me of a Haute Couture pose.)


beautifully written, and makes me wonder if Phillip Pullman did any investigating into the LDS church. I feel that way when I read anything by C.S. Lewis too. For those who think it is controversial, its is nothing compared to DaVinci Code, and I didn’t really think that was bad at all. I highly recommend it. Zoey and Liam are really enjoying the outdoors. Zoey and I played outside for an hour turning each other in to various animals with the magic wand Zoey found in the forest. She made me into a caterpillar and then into a cocoon, and then said “Metamorphize!” , and turned me into a butterfly. ( Just to make you laugh, I had to act out each phase.) I am sitting here, sipping hot chocolate and thinking of all of you, and wishing you were here. We headed to a dinner/ met and greet thing for the Allergists,(this is why we went. Damon had an Allergy Conference) Zoey and Liam were crowd pleasers, and I met Damon’s colleuge who looks exactly like Sean Connery. Then I went to check out all the extravagant stores in Aspen, and feel bad that I can’t buy anything because of a looming, massive amount of dental work that will soon take place. (Feel sorry for me. I have never been in a Dior store, and here I am staring one in the face, and I don‘t dare go inside. I don‘t feel worthy. I have to keep telling myself, “I am a responsible adult. I know if I go in Dior, I will come out a heavily in debt woman who bought 3 items of clothing and some boots.”) For those who don’t know what Aspen has to offer, lemme lay it out for ya. Dior, Prada, Gucci, Fendi, Louis Vuitton, Burberry, Ralph Lauren, Bvlugari, and a half dozen designer boutiques that carry everything from high end make-up, designer denim, and Jimmy Choo’s, great art galleries, and all within a 1mile walking distance…Paradise…Not to mention tons of parks, so really kid friendly, and the most beautiful mountains around.


Thursday was the day of rest. All morning lounging about reading my book and eating pancakes while my perfect kids played together outside. Damon got home at 3 and we went for a disastrous bike ride. For those who may not know, I was hit by a car while I was running when I was 16. Many subsequent knee surgeries followed, with an endless amount of physical therapy. So we rode in Aspen, with the insane traffic there. I freaked out. I seriously had a nervous break down (OK, not that bad, but I was barely containing the tears.) So Damon found a path that was away from the Range Rover madness. I grossly underestimated how sharp a turn was, went off the path and totally wiped out. I have some seriously bad road rash on my knee. Something to work on… We went to dinner at Boogies (fried chicken and Mac and cheese are really good) , I coveted a AMAZING Dior gown, Zoey danced to a cello quartet playing Carmen (one of the cellists made a mistake watching Zoey), I bought a Aspen T-shirt ( my cool mountain town t-shirt collection is almost complete. Only missing Telluride.) Then Liam had a melt down and we went back to our little condo. Kids went to bed, we watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and laughed at how that show really depicts a marriage. All in All, a good day.

(See the gown in the window? AMAZING! And my color too. Only a cool $4500.)



So out kids did some really funny things on the trip. Every time Liam saw a dog he freaked out and ran over or tried to alter the direction of the stroller by leaning as hard as his little 19 pound body would let him, just to touch the dog. We need a dog. Zoey has made it abundantly clear that she is not a big girl, or a baby, she is Zoey. She is not beautiful, she is Zoey. If you say, “Zoey, you are so beautiful.” She will say, “ No, I’m Zoey.” I even tried to trick her and say, “You are Beautiful Zoey, then.” She said, “No, I’m Zoey.” If I am reading and semi-ignoring her, she will put her little hands on my cheeks, and say, “Momma, look at my eyes.” ( which is what I do when I need her attention) Then proceed to tell me what I need to do for her. Liam walked around the condo with whisks and wooden spoons, pretending they were something… not sure what. He went down the big slide by himself and is a really sturdy walker. Not to mention the cutest little boy. Liam is constantly babbling away in baby language, it is so cute I can hardly stand it.


(Sooo cute! He was so proud after going solo down the slide)


I know this is a really long post, so thanks for reading. My advice for anyone planning a trip to Aspen, Stay in Snowmass Village (a little less expensive, so you have more moola for shopping), save LOTS of money for extravagant shopping, and bring your camera. The scenery is unreal. I will let you all know how it compares to Telluride when we go next month for my birthday.

Jul 15, 2008

My photo blog


So, for those of you who didn't know, I LOVE photography. I do freelance photography for some magazines, and have recently become really sick of it. So I have decided to get back to my real love, photographing children. Instead of updating my very out of date website, I decided it would be easier and cheaper for me to just start a blog of my recent shoots... so I did. Here it is




I'll be putting pricing, ect. on there in the near future, but everything I do is by word of mouth, really. Spread the word...

Jul 11, 2008

6 YEARS!! HOORAY!!

July 12, 2002
Six years. My how time flies. I think it is an accomplishment that Damon and I have been married for six years, and we still can't keep our hands off each other. Grrrr baby. Grrrrr. I love Damon. Not only is he seriously hot, but he gets me. He lets me be me, and only interviens when I am truly crazy. He accepts my love of shoes, eats my gourmet desserts, even when he isn't a dessert person, and is hands down, the best Dad EVER. Liam wants to be him, Zoey loves to have his attention. He is supportive, and pushes me when I need it. Through all of that, he makes me feel just as beautiful and sexy as the day I met him. Shrunken boobs and all. What a
man. Delicious. I am so grateful for him, and all he does for me. I often wonder what I would do with out him. Then I get the chills, realizing I couldn't do any of it without him. I think the words of my beloved Bono sums it up most. All I want is you, Dame.









To celebrate, Damon and I are going for Sushi and our beloved Kona Grill in Denver. Sushi!!!!


Six years later! WE STILL GOT IT!

Jul 10, 2008

Durango

I love that town. I could live there if the locals showered regularly. Highlights of the trip included...







-Listening to Zoey sing the 'Pokey Pokey' for an hour on the drive, because that's what its all about...



-Passing the 'Rolling Tortilla' on I-25.



-Eating sonic and then feeling totally gross afterward, and making my tummy feel better with ice cream...



-Slept in ONE room with both kids. (Usually we get a suite, so I consider this a momentous triumph.)



-Because we only had one room, Zoey and I hung out in the bathroom and watched movies on my laptop for 2 hours every afternoon while Liam napped...



-Eating REAL Mexican food. ( I don't care what you gringos say, Salsa Brava IS NOT real Mexican)




- Walked to the park every day and enjoy watching the river rafters flip over. The kids loved to play also. Zoey saw one raft full of people heading for a rock, and inevitably flipping over, and was yelling to them,"Watch out!! A rock!! Oh no!! Get up!! Why are you in the water!? Silly goose! Its OK, you can try again!" It was very entertaining.




-Wishing I had my bike with me. Every one rides their bike there. I had withdrawals.








-Shopping on Main street is always a highlight. Damon and I found a bike shop that had the slipstream-chipolte argyle jerseys. Very cool. And they have seats that don't hurt my 'lady parts'.



-Taking pictures of the kids. But I love doing that anyways.




-Eating waffles every morning. Yum. The kids loved getting doughnuts and waffles. Although Zoey loved licking off the powdered sugar on the doughnuts.




-Smelling the lady with the worst B.O. EVER!! Holy crap. It was beyond tortilla chip smell, it was so potent you could smell her from 20 feet away. I thought I was smelling a omelette made with a rotten onion.





-Playing frisbee with Damon. He is really good, and I nailed Zoey in her face. I have terrible aim. I still feel bad.



-Liam went down the slide by himself! Head first. Little Dare Devil.



- I finally decided to go back to school to get all the pre-rec's I need for PT school. More on that later...




-Watching the old people 'OOooo' and 'Awweee' over Zoey and Liam.



-SERIOUS TEXAS BBQ!!!! I almost made it through a half rack. 2 ribs left... Grrrr. Somthing to work towards...Next time I won't eat anything all day before we go.




-Going Home. Its always nice to be home.

Jul 3, 2008

Trauma at the Pullmans...Its Laundry Day





I washed Liam's polka dot blanket. Not a big deal, right? I was so wrong. I guess I should describe the relationship Liam has with his polka dot blanket. 'Dot' was his first word after "mama". He pushes Polka Dot around in a stroller and stops every few feet to mush his face in it, making sure it is secure. He sleeps with it, walks with it everywhere around the house, I have drawn the line at taking it with us, but he would if he could. It is his comfort. The ULTIMATE security blanket...this is what happened when I washed it...
(What are you doing in there!!??!?!?)

(Why did you do this to me! Don't you love me!!??)

Seperation Anxiety Much?

Yearning for Mexico

I like the summers here, but there is a part of me that yearns for the beach, annoying beach peddlers, knockoff sunglasses, baja style Mexican food (wahoo's is barely cutting it anymore), hot weather, and the ocean. This is why I am dying to move to AZ. Three hours away from this. Damon and I met in Mexico almost 6 1/2 years ago on a off road trip down the Baja. We went to Ixtapa on our honeymoon, and Rocky for our first anniversary. I think we have been to Mexico 7 times in our marriage. And since we have moved here, nada. I miss being hot. Really, really annoyingly hot. Its almost the 4Th, and I have yet to break a sweat because of the sun. Maybe this is my very subtle hint to Damon for what I want for our anniversary coming up in a couple weeks...maybe...


(This is where we stay in Rocky Point, or Puerto Penasco. The Princessa. We love it.)